I Have Some Questions for You (2023)

4 Stars · Linda’s Rating
Page Count
438 pages
Release Date
2023-02-21

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  • Murder
  • Violence against women
  • Graphic descriptions of death
  • Head trauma
  • Strangulation
  • Drowning
  • Child grooming
  • Statutory rape
  • Teacher-student sexual relationship
  • Adult-minor sexual relationships
  • Sexual exploitation
  • Sexual harassment
  • Non-consensual touching
  • Indecent exposure
  • Voyeurism / non-consensual recording
  • Racism
  • Racial profiling and bias
  • Wrongful conviction
  • Police coercion
  • Forced confession
  • Incarceration
  • Prison violence
  • Stabbing
  • Physical assault
  • Domestic / dating abuse
  • Emotional abuse
  • Suicide
  • Self-harm
  • Depression
  • Drug overdose
  • Substance abuse
  • Alcohol abuse
  • Accidental death
  • Death of a parent
  • Death of a sibling
  • Family trauma
  • Parental mental breakdown
  • Parental abandonment
  • Eating disorders / bulimia
  • Body dysmorphia / body-image issues
  • Cancer
  • Terminal illness
  • Death of a friend
  • Grief and bereavement

Bodie Kane, a forty-year-old film professor and true-crime podcaster, returns to her old New Hampshire boarding school, Granby, in 2018 to teach a two-week podcasting course. Being back forces her to confront the event that has haunted the school—and Bodie—for more than twenty years: the 1995 murder of her former roommate, seventeen-year-old Thalia Keith.

Thalia was found dead in Granby’s swimming pool after a performance of Camelot, with injuries showing she had been struck in the head and strangled before drowning. Omar Evans, a twenty-five-year-old Black athletic trainer, confessed after fifteen hours of unrecorded interrogation, then quickly recanted and said the confession had been coerced. He was nevertheless convicted and sentenced to sixty years in prison.

When Bodie’s student Britt Gwynne decides to reinvestigate the murder for a podcast called She Is Drowned, Bodie begins questioning everything she remembers. The timeline is especially troubling: alcohol found undigested in Thalia’s stomach suggests she died shortly after drinking backstage after the show, during a period when phone records place Omar in his office making calls. Bodie also realizes that she herself inadvertently helped police build their case against Omar by mentioning a rumor that Thalia bought drugs.

More importantly, Bodie remembers seeing Thalia behaving intimately with Denny Bloch, their adult music teacher. Thalia’s sister Vanessa later provides her old planners, which appear to confirm that Thalia was secretly having sex with Denny. Bodie becomes convinced that the “older guy” Thalia’s friends mentioned to police was Denny, not Omar.

The investigation produces its biggest breakthrough when Britt and another student, Alder, investigate an old athletic equipment shed. Luminol reveals extensive blood spatter hidden beneath paint and inside cracks, and testing confirms the blood belonged to Thalia. She was attacked there, contradicting Omar’s supposed confession that he killed her in his office.

The new evidence earns Omar a post-conviction hearing in 2022, but another suspect unexpectedly emerges. Photographs taken the night of the murder reveal that Thalia’s boyfriend, Robbie Serenho, arrived late to a student gathering with bicycle mud sprayed up his back. His supposedly solid alibi actually contains a forty-five-to-sixty-minute gap. Beth Docherty, another former student, then testifies that Robbie had been possessive and physically abusive toward Thalia. When Robbie is questioned, he invokes the Fifth Amendment rather than explain where he was.

At the same time, women from Denny’s other schools come forward accusing him of grooming them, confirming that Bodie was right about his predatory behavior—but not proving that he murdered Thalia.

Despite the new blood evidence, Robbie’s collapsed alibi, problems with Omar’s confession, and the failures of the original investigation, the judge denies Omar a retrial. He remains in prison and continues appealing.

The mystery therefore ends without a definitive answer to who killed Thalia. Bodie has helped expose how deeply flawed the case against Omar was, but she cannot undo the conviction or prove who committed the murder. By the end, she has divorced her husband Jerome, begun a relationship with former classmate Geoff Richler, and returned to Granby to scatter the ashes of her recently deceased friend Carlotta French with Fran Hoffbart, closing one chapter of her past even as Thalia’s case remains unresolved.

Bodie Returns to the School That Haunts Her

I Have Some Questions for You is narrated by Bodie Kane, a forty-year-old film professor and true-crime podcaster, as an extended address to her former Granby music teacher, Denny Bloch. The story moves between Bodie’s years at the New Hampshire boarding school in the early 1990s, her return in 2018, and the legal aftermath that continues into 2022.

In January 2018, Bodie returns to Granby to teach a two-week podcasting course. Her old best friend Fran Hoffnung, now Fran Hoffbart, teaches history there and lives on campus with her wife Anne, a coach and admissions officer, and their two sons. Another visiting instructor, twenty-eight-year-old Oliver Coleman, is staying alongside Bodie.

Returning to Granby means confronting a past Bodie has never completely escaped. She arrived there in 1991 as an awkward scholarship student from Indiana after an extraordinarily difficult childhood. When Bodie was eight, her fifteen-year-old brother Ace shoved their father during an argument, accidentally causing his death. Three years later, Ace himself died after falling or jumping from a roof while high. Their mother subsequently had a breakdown, converted to Mormonism, and moved to Arizona, leaving Bodie to be taken in by the wealthy Mormon couple Margaret and Severn Robeson, who helped send her to Granby.

Surrounded by wealthy students, Bodie never felt she belonged. She found her place backstage in theater and became close to Fran and Carlotta French. But the defining event of her Granby years was the murder of her junior-year roommate, Thalia Keith.

The Murder of Thalia Keith

On March 4, 1995, seventeen-year-old Thalia performed in Granby’s production of Camelot. The following afternoon, her body was discovered in the school swimming pool. She had suffered severe blunt-force trauma to the back of her head and injuries from strangulation before drowning.

Police quickly focused on Omar Evans, a twenty-five-year-old Black athletic trainer working in the gym. After approximately fifteen hours of unrecorded interrogation without an attorney, Omar confessed to having a sexual relationship with Thalia in exchange for drugs. According to the confession, they fought in his office, he struck her head against the wall, strangled her, and dumped her body in the pool.

Omar recanted less than a day later and insisted the confession had been coerced, but investigators had other circumstantial evidence. Trace DNA linked to him was found in the crotch of Thalia’s Granby swimsuit, a tiny piece of hair consistent with his DNA was found in her mouth, and he had been in the gym that night. Investigators also found a Granby student directory in his desk in which someone had drawn a noose around Thalia’s photograph and written “jailbait.”

Omar was convicted of second-degree murder in 1997 and sentenced to sixty years.

By the time Bodie returns to Granby, however, Thalia’s murder has become a favorite subject of online true-crime communities. Amateur investigators obsess over a digitized VHS recording of the Camelot curtain call, searching for clues in the final hours of Thalia’s life.

A Student Podcast Reopens the Case

Bodie’s podcasting class includes five students, but two become particularly important: Britt Gwynne, an intense senior who wants to reinvestigate Thalia’s murder, and Alder, an enthusiastic junior who joins her project. Britt calls their podcast She Is Drowned.

As Bodie helps them investigate, she starts reconsidering details she accepted for decades.

One of the biggest problems involves the timing of Thalia’s death. Her autopsy showed unabsorbed alcohol in her stomach. During the Camelot curtain call, lead actress Beth Docherty can be seen holding a silver flask. If Thalia drank backstage shortly after her final scene, she likely died soon afterward.

That creates a serious problem for the case against Omar. Phone records show him making calls from his office between 8:53 and 10:02 p.m., precisely when the revised timeline suggests Thalia was killed.

Bodie then discovers something even more disturbing in her own 1995 police interview. She was apparently the first student to tell Detective Dwight Boudreau about a rumor that Thalia bought drugs. That seemingly insignificant comment may have helped investigators construct the theory that Omar supplied Thalia with drugs in exchange for sex.

Bodie realizes that, as a teenager, she may inadvertently have helped send an innocent man to prison.

Bodie Remembers Denny and Thalia

The original police interviews repeatedly mentioned that Thalia was having problems with an “older guy.” Investigators assumed this meant Omar. Bodie begins to believe they were looking at the wrong older man entirely.

She remembers Denny Bloch, Granby’s music and theater teacher. During a school trip to New York in October 1994, Bodie saw Denny and Thalia together at Bethesda Fountain with their legs intimately intertwined. Looking back as an adult, Bodie recognizes what she saw as evidence of an inappropriate sexual relationship between a teacher and a seventeen-year-old student.

Her suspicion grows into a conviction that Denny was grooming Thalia.

At the same time, Bodie’s present-day life begins falling apart. Her semi-estranged husband, Jerome Kane, a successful painter with whom she has two young children, becomes the subject of a viral accusation from performance artist Jasmine Wilde. Jasmine says Jerome groomed and exploited her when she was twenty-one and he was thirty-six. The controversy spills over onto Bodie because her podcast, Starlet Fever, examines the historical exploitation of women in Hollywood. Sponsors abandon the show, and Bodie steps away.

Her affair with Yahav, an Israeli law professor temporarily teaching in Boston, also ends, leaving Bodie increasingly consumed by Thalia’s case.

Meanwhile, Omar is attacked in prison and seriously wounded, making the question of whether he has spent decades incarcerated for someone else’s crime even more urgent.

Thalia’s Planners Reveal Her Secret Relationship

Thalia’s younger sister, Vanessa Keith, now Vanessa Birch, eventually meets with Bodie and shows her Thalia’s old Granby planners.

The markings inside reveal a pattern. Red dots appear to indicate Thalia’s periods, while blue Xs mark sexual encounters with her boyfriend, star skier Robbie Serenho. But there are also purple Xs.

Those purple Xs appear on dates when Robbie was away competing at ski meets. They also coincide with days when Thalia had private choir or convocation coaching sessions with Denny.

The implication is unmistakable: Thalia and Denny were having sex.

Vanessa also reveals that she has visited Omar in prison for years. Rather than seeing him simply as the monster who murdered her sister, she has developed her own complicated relationship with the possibility that the wrong man was convicted.

Then the investigation produces something far more concrete than theories about Thalia’s relationships.

Thalia’s Blood Is Found in the Equipment Shed

Before leaving Granby, Bodie suggests that Alder investigate an old athletic equipment shed near the track and lacrosse field. Britt and her AP chemistry teacher use luminol inside the building.

They discover extensive blood spatter hidden in cracks in the concrete floor and behind repainted cinder-block walls.

Testing confirms the blood belonged to Thalia.

The discovery fundamentally contradicts Omar’s confession. Thalia was violently assaulted in the equipment shed—not in Omar’s office as the confession claimed. Combined with the questionable interrogation and the timing established by Omar’s phone calls, the physical evidence gives his lawyers powerful new grounds to challenge his conviction.

With help from the New England Innocence Project, Omar receives a post-conviction relief hearing. Britt, Alder, and Bodie also release their investigation publicly, transforming the decades-old Granby murder into a national story.

The Hearing Produces Another Suspect

By March 2022, Bodie is back in New Hampshire for Omar’s hearing. His lead attorney, Amy March, plans to use the new evidence to attack the original conviction. Bodie expects to testify about Denny and Thalia’s planners, but Amy ultimately keeps her off the stand, worried that prosecutors could portray Bodie as a publicity-seeking true-crime personality whose judgment is compromised by the scandal surrounding Jerome.

Denny, meanwhile, is being exposed publicly. True-crime YouTuber Dane Rubra identifies him, and former students from schools where he taught—including Paula Gutierrez and Allison Mayfield—begin describing similar experiences of grooming. These women strengthen the case that Denny preyed on teenage girls, although none of this proves that he killed Thalia.

Then attention unexpectedly shifts toward Thalia’s boyfriend.

Former Granby student Geoff Richler brings photographs taken by Jimmy Scalzitti at the “mattress party” students attended in the woods after Camelot. A photograph timestamped 9:59 p.m. shows Robbie Serenho wearing a gold Granby Ski sweatshirt.

Alder notices mud sprayed in a distinctive streak up Robbie’s back.

The pattern suggests Robbie had been riding a bicycle.

That seemingly minor detail destroys the alibi everyone assumed Robbie had for twenty-seven years. The larger group had walked slowly into the woods together because student Mike Stiles had a shattered leg in a full cast. Robbie apparently was not with them. Instead, he rode through the muddy woods later and caught up with the group.

That leaves roughly forty-five minutes to an hour after Camelot during which Robbie’s whereabouts are unknown—the exact period when Thalia could have been murdered.

Beth Docherty is subpoenaed and finally reveals more. Robbie had been possessive and violent toward Thalia. He had slapped her across the face and destroyed her belongings during fits of rage. Beth also confirms that Robbie arrived late to the gathering in the woods.

When Robbie himself is called to testify, he appears with an attorney and invokes his Fifth Amendment right against self-incrimination rather than answer questions about Thalia or explain where he was that night.

Suddenly, the case looks very different. Omar’s confession does not match the newly discovered crime scene. Denny was secretly having sex with Thalia and has a history of grooming students. Robbie was an abusive boyfriend whose supposedly airtight alibi has collapsed.

But none of that definitively establishes who killed Thalia.

Omar Remains in Prison

A month after the hearing concludes, the judge issues the decision: Omar Evans is denied a retrial.

Despite the blood in the equipment shed, the problems with his confession, the revised timeline, and Robbie’s missing hour, the court refuses to overturn the original conviction. Omar remains incarcerated while his attorneys prepare further appeals.

Denny is never arrested or charged in connection with Thalia’s murder, although his reputation is destroyed as more former students publicly accuse him of grooming them. Robbie likewise is not charged. Thalia’s murder therefore remains unresolved, with Bodie unable to prove whether Robbie, Denny, or someone else was responsible.

Bodie’s own life nevertheless moves forward. Her marriage to Jerome ends in divorce, and she develops a romantic relationship with Geoff. She also finds an agent for a book about early female Hollywood screenwriters.

One loss, however, cannot be repaired. Bodie and Fran’s old friend Carlotta French dies of stage 3C breast cancer at forty-five. When Bodie returns to Granby in April 2022, she and Fran carry out Carlotta’s wish by scattering some of her ashes in Tigerwhip Creek.

Years after leaving Granby, Bodie has finally confronted the murder that shaped so much of her life and acknowledged her own small role in the investigation that condemned Omar. She helps uncover evidence showing how badly the original case was handled, but there is no satisfying exoneration and no definitive solution to Thalia’s murder. Omar remains in prison, Thalia’s killer remains unproven, and Bodie leaves Granby knowing far more about what went wrong than she does about exactly what happened that night.

How Does I Have Some Questions for You End?

The ending of I Have Some Questions for You is deliberately frustrating: Bodie and Omar’s legal team uncover compelling evidence that the original case against Omar Evans was deeply flawed—and that Robbie Serenho lied about his whereabouts on the night Thalia Keith was murdered—but Omar still does not get a new trial. The truth becomes clearer, but legal justice remains out of reach.

What Happens at Omar Evans’s Hearing?

The major breakthrough comes from something that has existed for nearly twenty-seven years: photographs from the students’ “mattress party” on the night Thalia was killed.

Bodie Kane, Geoff Richler, and Alder examine high-resolution versions of Jimmy Scalzitti’s old photographs and notice mud splattered up the back of Robbie Serenho’s gold Granby Ski sweatshirt. That detail destroys a crucial part of Robbie’s story.

Robbie had claimed that he walked through the woods to the mattress party with the larger group of nineteen students. Because Mike Stiles had recently broken his leg and was walking in a cast, the group moved unusually slowly.

But the pattern of mud on Robbie’s sweatshirt indicates that he had been riding a bicycle.

That means Robbie did not travel with the others. He arrived separately—and his timeline suddenly contains roughly forty-five to sixty unexplained minutes between the end of Camelot and his arrival at the party at 9:59 p.m.

An old photograph that once seemed to support Robbie’s alibi now helps dismantle it.

Beth Docherty Finally Tells the Truth

The hearing becomes even more damaging when Beth Docherty is subpoenaed and testifies.

Beth confirms that Robbie arrived late to the mattress party and startled everyone by suddenly appearing from behind a tree. Even more importantly, she reveals that Robbie pressured his friends afterward into agreeing on a synchronized version of the evening’s timeline.

Beth also describes Robbie’s behavior toward Thalia as possessive and violent. He had slapped Thalia across the face and destroyed her belongings during fits of rage.

Her testimony expands beyond Robbie. Beth also speaks publicly about Denny Bloch’s predatory behavior toward female students, including both herself and Thalia, exposing his grooming as part of a much larger pattern rather than an isolated relationship.

When Robbie himself is called to testify, he appears with an attorney and repeatedly invokes his Fifth Amendment right against self-incrimination. He refuses to answer questions about Thalia, the athletic equipment shed, or his whereabouts on the night of the murder.

Bodie, meanwhile, never takes the stand.

Prosecutors attempt to portray her as an attention-seeking true-crime crusader whose involvement in Omar’s case is connected to the controversy surrounding her ex-husband, Jerome Kane. Omar’s attorney, Amy March, wisely refuses to give them the opportunity. Instead, the defense rests on the physical evidence, the blood evidence from the equipment shed, and the collapse of Robbie’s supposedly airtight alibi.

Does Omar Evans Get a New Trial?

No.

About a month after the hearing, the judge denies Omar’s motion for a new trial.

It is the novel’s most painful refusal to provide the satisfying ending a conventional mystery might promise.

There is now substantial evidence suggesting that Thalia was violently assaulted inside the athletic equipment shed rather than where investigators originally believed. Robbie’s timeline has fallen apart. His friends’ supposedly corroborating accounts have been exposed as coordinated. The inadequacies of the original investigation are increasingly obvious.

And Omar remains in prison.

The New England Innocence Project plans to continue pursuing appeals, but the possibilities are increasingly remote.

Amy nevertheless points out that something important has changed: the public believes Omar now. He is no longer simply the man everyone assumes murdered Thalia Keith. An entire community of people recognizes that he was likely wrongfully convicted.

It is not freedom. But after decades of being defined by a crime he insists he did not commit, Omar finally has people who believe him.

What Happens to Denny Bloch?

Denny never receives the courtroom reckoning Bodie might have wanted.

Instead, his reckoning happens publicly.

True-crime creators and internet investigators expose his identity, and women from other schools where he taught begin coming forward. Paula Gutierrez, Allison Mayfield, Zoe Ellis, Annie Mintz, and others describe similar experiences of grooming and predatory behavior.

The allegations transform what happened at Granby from something that could be dismissed as rumor into evidence of a decades-long pattern.

Bodie’s narration has been addressed to Denny all along, and the significance of that structure finally becomes clear. She is no longer the teenage girl silently observing what powerful adults were allowed to do.

She is telling him that his anonymity is over.

The women he counted on remaining silent are no longer silent.

Carlotta’s Death and the Return to Granby

The novel’s emotional ending is quieter.

Bodie’s best friend from Granby, Carlotta French, dies from metastatic stage 3C breast cancer at forty-five. Three weeks later, Bodie returns to Granby with Fran to fulfill one of Carlotta’s final wishes.

They scatter one-eighth of Carlotta’s ashes into Tigerwhip Creek.

It is a small, intimate act after a novel dominated by murder investigations, podcasts, court proceedings, internet speculation, and competing narratives about dead women.

Carlotta is not being investigated.

She is not evidence.

She is simply being remembered by people who loved her.

Where Bodie Ends Up

Bodie’s own life has also moved forward.

Her divorce from Jerome is finalized amicably. She finds a literary agent for her book about early female Hollywood screenwriters such as Frances Marion, Anita Loos, and Marion Wong, redirecting her professional attention toward recovering women whose stories have been overlooked.

She also begins a fulfilling relationship with Geoff Richler, building a life between New York and Los Angeles.

Bodie therefore ends the novel without solving everything she set out to solve. Omar is still imprisoned. Robbie has not been convicted of Thalia’s murder. Denny has not been criminally prosecuted.

But Bodie is no longer trapped inside the version of the past she inherited.


What the Ending Means

The ending is powerful precisely because it refuses to turn the story into the kind of true-crime narrative the novel has spent hundreds of pages questioning.

There is no dramatic confession. No surprise arrest. No courtroom exoneration followed by Omar walking into the sunlight.

Instead, the novel separates three things we instinctively want to be the same: truth, justice, and certainty.

Bodie can uncover more of the truth without producing legal justice. The evidence can point strongly away from Omar without providing absolute certainty about every detail of Thalia’s final hours. Robbie’s lies can be exposed without a jury ever convicting him.

That discomfort is the point.

The Mud Streak: The Truth Was Always There

The mud on Robbie’s sweatshirt is one of the ending’s most effective symbols because nothing new had to be discovered.

The photograph had existed since 1995.

Everyone simply looked at it incorrectly.

Originally, the mattress-party photographs helped establish Robbie’s alibi. Decades later, the same photographs undermine it. The evidence has not changed; the interpretation has.

That mirrors the entire novel.

Bodie spends much of the story revisiting memories she has carried for decades and asking whether she misunderstood what she saw. The past is fixed, but the stories people construct around it are not.

The mud becomes a literal stain hiding in plain sight.

The Equipment Shed and Institutional Blindness

The equipment shed works similarly.

It is an overlooked, neglected space on the grounds of an elite institution, and it contains physical traces suggesting terrible violence occurred there.

That makes it a fitting symbol for Granby itself.

The school can project refinement, tradition, education, and prestige while failing to confront what happens in its less visible spaces. The same institution that educates young women also creates an environment in which adults such as Denny can exploit unequal power relationships and students can learn that certain truths are easier not to see.

The shed represents everything that falls outside the institution’s preferred story about itself.

Why Carlotta’s Ashes Matter

The final image involving Tigerwhip Creek subtly transforms the novel’s recurring association between women and water.

Thalia’s story is inseparable from water because her body was found in the swimming pool. Water therefore carries associations with death, concealment, and the mystery that consumes everyone around her.

Carlotta’s ashes enter water for an entirely different reason.

This time, a woman’s death is not being consumed as a mystery.

Bodie and Fran are not searching Carlotta’s life for clues. They are not debating suspects or reconstructing timelines. They are honoring their friend because they knew and loved her.

That distinction goes directly to the novel’s criticism of true crime. There is a difference between remembering a dead woman and turning her death into a story for everyone else.

Bodie’s Biggest Transformation

Bodie begins as someone haunted by what she failed to notice at Granby.

As a teenager, she existed on the margins. She watched. She absorbed. She survived. Years later, she realizes that many things she once accepted as ordinary were anything but.

Her investigation of Thalia therefore becomes partly an investigation of her younger self.

What did she know?

What should she have known?

What did everyone see without understanding what they were seeing?

By the ending, Bodie has stopped treating her adolescent silence as permanent.

Her direct address to Denny is crucial. The entire narrative effectively becomes an act of confrontation. Denny once possessed the advantages of adulthood, authority, institutional respectability, and the expectation that teenage girls would remain quiet.

Now Bodie controls the narrative.

Beth Makes the Same Choice

Beth’s testimony provides another version of that transformation.

She could remain silent and preserve the comfortable life she has built. Instead, she publicly acknowledges Robbie’s violence, the fabricated timeline, and Denny’s predatory behavior.

Her testimony turns private knowledge into public record.

That matters even though it does not produce Omar’s exoneration. The novel repeatedly suggests that speaking the truth does not guarantee justice—but silence guarantees that nothing changes.

Why Omar Stays in Prison

Omar’s fate is the ending’s harshest statement.

The evidence can change dramatically without the legal outcome changing with it.

His continued imprisonment demonstrates the enormous difference between proving that an original conviction was unreliable and persuading the justice system to undo a verdict that has stood for decades.

That is why the denial of the retrial does not erase everything Bodie and the others accomplished. They fail to obtain the institutional outcome they wanted, but they successfully destroy the certainty surrounding Omar’s guilt.

His identity has been rewritten in the public imagination.

He is finally being seen as a person who may have been profoundly wronged rather than merely as “Thalia Keith’s murderer.”

Robbie and Denny: Exposure Without Legal Punishment

Robbie and Denny represent another uncomfortable reality: social accountability and legal accountability are not the same thing.

Robbie protects himself legally by invoking the Fifth Amendment. Denny is never arrested or prosecuted.

Neither man receives the satisfying punishment a traditional mystery ending might deliver.

But neither emerges untouched.

Robbie’s supposedly perfect alibi has collapsed publicly. Denny’s history has inspired other women to come forward. Their protection depended partly on silence, uncertainty, and the passage of time.

Bodie helps take those protections away.


The Meaning of the Ending

Ultimately, I Have Some Questions for You is less interested in answering the question “Who killed Thalia Keith?” than in asking who gets to control the story of a murdered woman—and what happens when everyone believes they are entitled to solve her.

Omar’s case exposes how institutions can settle on a convenient story and then become invested in preserving it. Denny’s exposure demonstrates how predatory behavior can remain visible yet unnamed for years. Robbie’s muddy sweatshirt shows how evidence can sit directly in front of people without being understood. And Thalia’s planners symbolize the private reality of a teenage girl whose life contained meanings that outsiders can never completely decode.

Even Bodie must confront the possibility that her desire to correct one false narrative could become another form of possession over Thalia’s story.

That is why the ending remains unresolved.

The novel gives Bodie more truth, but not perfect certainty. It gives Omar public vindication, but not freedom. It gives Denny exposure, but not prosecution. It gives Thalia renewed attention, but not the ability to tell her own story.

And then it gives Carlotta something different.

Carlotta is allowed simply to be mourned.

The final return to water therefore provides the emotional resolution the legal case cannot. Bodie cannot repair everything that happened at Granby, free Omar herself, or reconstruct every minute of Thalia’s final night. What she can do is refuse silence, remember the women she loved as complete human beings, and continue questioning the stories that institutions—and people—find most convenient to believe.

The ending is bittersweet, unresolved, and defiant. Justice does not arrive neatly. But silence has been broken, certainty has been destabilized, and people who spent decades controlling the narrative no longer control it alone.

That is Bodie’s real victory.

🔶 Main Characters

Bodie Kane
Bodie Kane — Narrator & Protagonist
Role: Film professor, true-crime podcaster, Granby alum, and guest mini-mester instructor who reinvestigates the murder of her former roommate Thalia Keith.
Personality: Introspective, anxious, observant, tenacious, analytical, self-questioning.
Significance: Drives the investigation, helping uncover Thalia’s blood in the equipment shed and evidence destroying Robbie Serenho’s alibi.
Thalia Keith
Thalia Keith — Murder Victim
Role: Bodie’s junior-year roommate, Camelot star, tennis player, and the teenage murder victim at the center of the novel.
Personality: Charismatic, magnetic, vulnerable, complicated, troubled.
Significance: Her 1995 murder drives the entire mystery, while her coded planners eventually expose her sexual relationship with teacher Denny Bloch.
Omar Evans
Omar Evans — Wrongfully Convicted Athletic Trainer
Role: Twenty-five-year-old Black athletic trainer at Granby who was convicted of Thalia’s murder.
Personality: Friendly, energetic, resilient, athletic, victimized.
Significance: His coerced confession and wrongful conviction become the focus of the Innocence Project’s attempt to overturn the case.
Robbie Serenho
Robbie Serenho — Thalia’s Boyfriend & Primary Suspect
Role: Thalia’s official boyfriend and a Granby ski-team star.
Personality: Privileged, possessive, jealous, arrogant, charming, volatile.
Significance: New evidence places him at the center of the murder theory: mud on his sweatshirt proves he bicycled through the woods and had 45–60 unexplained minutes after Camelot.
Dennis “Denny” Bloch
Dennis “Denny” Bloch — Predatory Teacher
Role: Granby music and theater teacher and the “you” to whom Bodie addresses the entire narrative.
Personality: Charismatic, manipulative, predatory, self-serving, deceptive.
Significance: He groomed and had a sexual relationship with underage Thalia and other female students, making him another central figure in the circumstances surrounding her death.
Britt Gwynne
Britt Gwynne — Student Investigator & Podcaster
Role: Granby senior in Bodie’s mini-mester class and creator of the She Is Drowned podcast.
Personality: Intense, passionate, articulate, stubborn, socially conscious.
Significance: Her investigation revives scrutiny of Thalia’s murder, and her luminol testing of the equipment shed uncovers Thalia’s hidden blood spatter.
Fran Hoffnung Hoffbart
Fran Hoffnung Hoffbart — Bodie’s Best Friend
Role: Bodie’s Granby best friend and a current history teacher at the school.
Personality: Funny, loud, loyal, pragmatic, warm, witty.
Significance: She brings Bodie back to Granby and serves as her primary emotional anchor and sounding board throughout the renewed investigation.
Geoff Richler
Geoff Richler — Photographer & Bodie’s Love Interest
Role: Granby alumnus, former darkroom photographer, and longtime friend of Bodie.
Personality: Funny, supportive, observant, witty, loyal.
Significance: His high-resolution copies of the 1995 mattress-party photographs allow Bodie and Alder to discover the crucial mud streak proving Robbie rode a bicycle that night.
Beth Docherty
Beth Docherty — Thalia’s Friend & Key Witness
Role: Granby alum, Camelot star, and one of Thalia’s close friends.
Personality: Glamorous, gossipy, self-centered, courageous, candid.
Significance: She provides crucial evidence about both Denny’s grooming and Robbie’s behavior toward Thalia.
Alder
Alder — Student Investigator & Podcaster
Role: Granby junior who partners with Britt on She Is Drowned.
Personality: Creative, enthusiastic, empathetic, observant, energetic.
Significance: He spots the bicycle mud streak on Robbie’s sweatshirt in the 1995 mattress-party photograph, helping expose Robbie’s false timeline.

🔷 Supporting Characters

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Carlotta French — Bodie & Fran’s Best Friend
Role: Bodie and Fran’s beloved Granby classmate and longtime friend.
Personality: Free-spirited, hilarious, cool, bohemian.
Significance: Her terminal illness becomes an emotional counterpoint to Bodie’s obsession with the past.
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Vanessa Keith Birch — Thalia’s Younger Sister
Role: Thalia’s younger sister, who was eleven when Thalia was murdered.
Personality: Somber, resilient, independent, truth-seeking.
Significance: She gives Bodie Thalia’s original planners, whose coded markings reveal Thalia’s relationship with Denny.
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Jerome Kane Wager — Bodie’s Estranged Husband
Role: Bodie’s painter husband and father of Leo and Silvie.
Personality: Artistic, self-absorbed, calm, cooperative.
Significance: His former relationship with twenty-one-year-old Jasmine Wilde becomes a viral grooming controversy that also damages Bodie’s career.
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Jasmine Wilde — Jerome’s Accuser
Role: Brooklyn performance artist who dated Jerome when she was twenty-one and he was thirty-six.
Personality: Outspoken, confrontational, activist-driven.
Significance: Her viral performance-art video accuses Jerome of grooming and abusing his power, creating a scandal that spills into Bodie’s life.
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Amy March — Omar’s Defense Attorney
Role: Lead New England Innocence Project attorney handling Omar’s post-conviction case.
Personality: Sharp, pragmatic, dedicated, grounded.
Significance: She presents the new blood evidence, attacks Robbie’s alibi, and strategically keeps Bodie off the witness stand.
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Dane Rubra — True-Crime YouTuber
Role: Milwaukee-based YouTuber obsessed with Thalia’s murder.
Personality: Awkward, obsessive, dramatic, persistent, sensationalist.
Significance: His online investigation publicly identifies Denny Bloch and helps turn attention toward Denny’s history with female students.
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Yahav — Bodie’s Affair Partner
Role: Visiting Israeli law professor at Boston University and Bodie’s long-distance lover.
Personality: Brilliant, neurotic, distant, cerebral.
Significance: He gives Bodie useful insight into evidence law and post-conviction proceedings.
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Mike Stiles — Granby Alumnus
Role: Former Granby ski star, King Arthur in Camelot, and later a UConn professor.
Personality: Athletic, handsome, successful, loyal.
Significance: His broken leg slowed the group walking to the mattress party, helping prove Robbie could not have been with them the entire time; he also reveals Robbie organized friends to coordinate their timelines.
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Jamila — Student Podcaster
Role: Granby senior in Bodie’s mini-mester class who creates Admit It, about race and financial aid at Granby.
Personality: Incisive, direct, politically aware, critical.
Significance: She challenges Britt’s approach to turning Thalia’s murder into true-crime entertainment.
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Lola — Student Podcaster
Role: Granby senior, Mike Stiles’s niece, and creator of the restaurant-worker podcast Served.
Personality: Outgoing, observant, animal-loving, quirky.
Significance: They are part of Bodie’s mini-mester class and connect the present-day students to Granby’s older generation.
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Alyssa Birkyt — Student Podcaster
Role: Granby senior, varsity skier, and future Dartmouth student.
Personality: Quiet, studious, hardworking.
Significance: She creates Founding Mother about Granby’s founder and helps organize the Gage House séance.
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Oliver Coleman — Guest Instructor
Role: Young Seattle guest instructor who shares the Granby guesthouse with Bodie.
Personality: Sweet, friendly, earnest, likable.
Significance: He provides companionship during Bodie’s return and falls in love with Latin teacher Amber.
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Amber — Granby Latin Teacher
Role: Latin teacher and Oliver Coleman’s love interest.
Personality: Kind, warm, intellectual.
Significance: She becomes part of Bodie’s Granby social circle and develops a romance with Oliver.
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Puja Sharma — Deceased Classmate
Role: Granby classmate and Thalia’s tennis teammate.
Personality: Socially eager, wealthy, emotionally fragile.
Significance: Her breakdown shortly after Thalia’s murder makes her one of Bodie’s speculative suspects/scenarios.
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Ari Hutson — Historical Murderer
Role: Convicted killer in the separate 1975 murder of Granby Spanish teacher Barbara Crocker.
Personality: Reclusive, notorious, mythologized.
Significance: Campus legends about him make him another subject of Bodie’s speculative murder scenarios.
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Rachel Popa — Thalia’s Friend
Role: Granby alum and Thalia’s close friend, paired socially with Beth as the “Pantone Twins.”
Personality: Wealthy, fashionable, tan, follower-like.
Significance: She gave police statements about Omar during the original investigation.
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Dorian Culler — Classmate & Harasser
Role: Granby alumnus who frequently harassed Bodie.
Personality: Crude, obnoxious, vulgar, invasive.
Significance: He wrote obscene messages about Bodie and secretly filmed Beth without her consent.
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Priscilla Mancio — French Teacher
Role: Longtime Granby French teacher.
Personality: Blunt, sporty, traditional, institutionally protective.
Significance: She is interviewed for Britt’s podcast, remains in contact with Denny, and warns Bodie against digging up Granby’s scandals.
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Dr. Mary Ellen Calahan — Former Headmistress
Role: Granby’s headmistress at the time of Thalia’s murder.
Personality: Regal, polished, protective, image-conscious.
Significance: She steered investigators toward outsiders rather than students or faculty, helping shape the flawed original investigation.
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Lance — Podcast Co-Host
Role: Bodie’s co-host on Starlet Fever.
Personality: Hardworking, pragmatic.
Significance: He works alongside Bodie until the Jerome/Jasmine scandal costs the podcast sponsors.
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Anne Hoffbart — Fran’s Wife
Role: Granby admissions officer, coach, Fran’s wife, and mother of their sons.
Personality: Athletic, grounded, organized, supportive.
Significance: She helps host Bodie during her return to Granby and provides a stable family counterpoint to Bodie’s turmoil.
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Ace Kane — Bodie’s Brother
Role: Bodie’s troubled older brother.
Personality: Impulsive, troubled, tragic.
Significance: He accidentally killed their father as a teenager, and his own death helped destroy Bodie’s childhood family.
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Severn & Margaret Robeson — Bodie’s Foster Parents
Role: Wealthy Mormon couple who take Bodie in after her family collapses.
Personality: Generous, pious, structured.
Significance: They finance Bodie’s education at Granby beginning in 1991.
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Brad Keith — Thalia’s Half-Brother
Role: Thalia’s older half-brother and family spokesperson.
Personality: Handsome, private, protective, media-savvy.
Significance: He publicly defends the Keith family’s belief in Omar’s guilt and opposes reopening the case.
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Caroline & Myron Keith — Thalia’s Parents
Role: Parents of Thalia and Vanessa.
Personality: Wealthy, formal, grieving, resistant.
Significance: They cling to Omar’s conviction as the resolution of their daughter’s murder.
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Sheila Evans — Omar’s Mother
Role: Omar’s devoted mother and a Dartmouth department secretary.
Personality: Dignified, resilient, loving, determined.
Significance: She publicly fights for Omar’s innocence and appears in a Diane Sawyer interview about his case.
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Malcolm Evans — Omar’s Younger Brother
Role: Omar’s younger brother, who grows up during Omar’s prosecution and imprisonment.
Personality: Resilient, strong, persevering.
Significance: His childhood is shaped by his brother’s wrongful conviction and the family’s ostracization.
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Jimmy Scalzitti — Student Photographer
Role: Granby classmate, skier, and yearbook photographer.
Personality: Anxious, social, unassuming.
Significance: He unknowingly takes the mattress-party photograph containing the mud streak that eventually implicates Robbie.
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Jenny Osaka — Class President & Skier
Role: Granby senior class president and later Olympic skier.
Personality: Conscientious, responsible, guilt-ridden.
Significance: She handled dorm check-in around the murder and was haunted by having bent the rules for classmates.
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Bendt Jensen — Exchange Student
Role: Danish Granby student who plays Lancelot in Camelot.
Personality: Handsome, friendly, popular.
Significance: He attends the mattress party and provides information to police.
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Asad Mirza — Classmate
Role: Devout Muslim Granby student who remains sober at the mattress party.
Personality: Observant, funny, sober, perceptive.
Significance: His sobriety makes him a useful eyewitness to the events surrounding Thalia’s death.
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Hani Kayyali — Class President
Role: Granby alumnus who replaces Jenny Osaka as senior class president.
Personality: Responsible, ambitious, leadership-oriented.
Significance: He gives the Class of 1995 graduation speech after the traumatic year of Thalia’s murder.
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Kellan TenEyck — Robbie’s Friend
Role: Granby alumnus and friend of Robbie Serenho.
Personality: Happy-go-lucky as a teenager, troubled as an adult.
Significance: He belongs to Robbie’s social circle during the period surrounding Thalia’s murder.
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Jen Serenho — Robbie’s Wife
Role: Robbie’s adult wife.
Personality: Anxious, talkative, defensive, protective.
Significance: She confronts the human cost of the renewed investigation by defending Robbie to Bodie during the hearing.
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Hector & Liz — Defense Attorneys
Role: Assistant attorneys on Amy March’s team representing Omar.
Personality: Professional, thorough, focused.
Significance: They prepare Bodie for testimony that Amy ultimately decides not to use.
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Lee — Cab Driver
Role: Local New Hampshire cab driver who takes Bodie back to Granby.
Personality: Chatty, opinionated, gossipy.
Significance: His conversation helps reintroduce Bodie—and the reader—to Granby and its local reputation.
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Petra — Journalism Teacher
Role: Granby journalism teacher.
Personality: Chic, tall, welcoming, friendly.
Significance: She helps welcome Bodie back to campus for mini-mester.
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Detective Dwight Boudreau — Original Investigator
Role: Lead state police investigator in Thalia’s 1995 murder case.
Personality: Rigid, traditional, biased, stubborn.
Significance: His assumptions and willingness to exclude Granby students and faculty from serious suspicion contribute to the disastrous original investigation.
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Leo & Silvie Kane — Bodie’s Children
Role: Bodie and Jerome’s young children.
Personality: Energetic, imaginative, playful.
Significance: They ground Bodie in her present-day life outside the murder investigation.
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Jacob & Brother Hoffbart — Fran & Anne’s Children
Role: Fran and Anne’s young sons.
Personality: Playful, active, energetic.
Significance: They form part of the warm family life Bodie encounters when she returns to Granby.
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Khristina Gura — Thalia’s Former Roommate
Role: Ukrainian exchange student and Thalia’s original Granby roommate.
Personality: Quiet, reserved, misunderstood.
Significance: A dispute over Thalia’s missing purple bra leads Thalia to move in with Bodie, creating the roommate relationship central to Bodie’s memories.
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Paula Gutierrez, Zoe Ellis, Annie Mintz & Allison Mayfield — Denny’s Former Students
Role: Women taught by Denny at schools in Providence, Oregon, and Maryland.
Personality: Courageous, outspoken, determined.
Significance: Their stories establish that Denny’s behavior toward Thalia was part of a decades-long pattern rather than an isolated relationship.
The Blood-Spattered Shed vs. Robbie’s Clean Clothes

The 2018 investigation finds extensive blood spatter in the equipment shed, strongly suggesting Thalia was violently attacked there. Yet Robbie appears at the mattress party shortly afterward with no visible blood on his clothing—only mud from riding a bicycle. If Robbie killed Thalia, he would have had to attack her hard enough to create substantial blood spatter, move her body, change her into a swimsuit, place her in the pool, and clean himself up before joining his classmates. The novel never explains how he accomplished all of this without getting blood on himself or appearing noticeably disheveled.

Omar’s DNA and the Unidentified Hair

Omar’s trace DNA was found inside the crotch of the swimsuit Thalia was wearing, and a tiny hair fragment consistent with Omar’s DNA was recovered from her mouth. The defense offers plausible explanations: DNA could have transferred through the communal pool, shared athletic equipment, or improper evidence handling. None of this definitively proves Omar was involved. More puzzling is a separate three-centimeter hair found in Thalia’s mouth that was never identified or matched to Robbie, Denny, or anyone else. The unexplained forensic evidence is intentional ambiguity rather than a clear plot hole, but it leaves the physical evidence surrounding Thalia’s death unresolved.

The Unabsorbed Alcohol Actually Strengthens Omar’s Alibi

Thalia had unabsorbed alcohol in her stomach, suggesting she died relatively soon after drinking. Bodie remembers Beth holding a flask around the end of Camelot, which could place Thalia’s death shortly after the performance. Omar, however, was documented making phone calls from his office between 8:53 and 10:02 p.m. If the alcohol came from Beth’s flask, Omar could not have committed the murder during the likely death window. This is less a plot hole in the novel than evidence of how badly the original investigation and prosecution fit the available evidence.

Robbie’s Extremely Tight Murder Timeline

Robbie's bicycle explains how he could have reached the mattress party later than the rest of the group, but his available window remains remarkably tight. In roughly 45–60 minutes, he would need to encounter Thalia, get her to the equipment shed, kill her, remove or change her clothes, transport her body to the pool, stage the scene, clean himself up, obtain a bicycle, and ride 1.4 miles through the woods before appearing at the party by 9:59 p.m. The bike ride itself is shown to be possible in about 9–12 minutes, so the timeline isn't impossible, but the novel never fully demonstrates that Robbie could realistically accomplish everything else in the remaining time.

Q : How does Bodie’s decision to address the entire story directly to Denny affect the way we experience the novel? Do you see it as a confrontation, an accusation, an attempt to understand him, or something else?
A : By speaking directly to Denny, Bodie takes control of a relationship in which he once held the power. As a teenager, she didn’t fully understand his behavior toward Thalia or even some of his boundary-crossing behavior toward her. As an adult, she can finally name what she witnessed as grooming. The second-person narration makes the novel feel like a reckoning: Denny cannot respond or shape the story, while Bodie gets to decide what deserves to be remembered and how it should be interpreted.
Q : Bodie repeatedly discovers that events she remembers from high school look very different to her as an adult. How much can we trust her reconstruction of 1995, and does the uncertainty of memory make her investigation more or less convincing?
A : The novel suggests that memory is both unreliable and valuable. Bodie has forgotten details, absorbed other people’s versions of events, and interpreted experiences through the limited understanding she had as a teenager. For example, seeing Denny and Thalia together at Bethesda Fountain meant little to her at the time but becomes disturbing in retrospect. Rather than pretending Bodie’s memories are perfect, the novel uses their uncertainty to show how difficult it is to reconstruct a crime decades later—and how hindsight can reveal things a teenager simply wasn’t equipped to recognize.
Q : The novel is highly critical of true-crime podcasts, YouTube channels, and amateur sleuthing, yet Britt and Alder’s investigation uncovers information the original authorities missed. Where do you think the book draws the line between responsible investigation and exploitation?
A : The difference seems to be whether the victim is treated as a person or as entertainment. People like Dane Rubra turn Thalia’s death into content, speculation, and spectacle, while Britt and Alder approach the case with more concern for evidence and the people affected by it. Their work ultimately exposes serious weaknesses in the original investigation. The novel doesn’t necessarily argue that amateur investigation is wrong; instead, it asks what responsibilities come with telling someone else’s tragedy.
Q : Omar was quickly treated as the most likely suspect while white students and faculty members received far less scrutiny. How much of his conviction do you think resulted from racism, and how much came from Granby’s desire to protect itself?
A : The two forces are difficult to separate. Omar was a Black staff member surrounded by predominantly white students at an elite institution, making him a convenient outsider. Police subjected him to an exhausting interrogation and built a narrative around him while accepting questionable accounts from people within Granby’s protected social circle. At the same time, the school had a strong incentive to keep suspicion away from its students and faculty. Omar’s vulnerability made him the easiest person for both systems to sacrifice.
Q : Granby repeatedly seems more concerned with protecting its reputation than uncovering uncomfortable truths. Do you think the school deliberately covered things up, or was its behavior more about people instinctively protecting an institution they loved?
A : Much of Granby’s behavior can be read as institutional self-preservation rather than one organized conspiracy. Administrators want facilities reopened, scandals contained, and attention directed away from students and faculty. That instinct still has devastating consequences. By treating Granby’s reputation as something worth protecting, adults create an environment in which people like Denny and Robbie receive the benefit of the doubt while someone like Omar does not.
Q : Robbie is ultimately revealed to have been abusive toward Thalia, and the evidence undermines the alibi he relied on for years. Did you come away believing Robbie killed Thalia, or do you think the novel intentionally leaves enough uncertainty that we still cannot know?
A : The evidence against Robbie becomes extremely troubling: his violent behavior toward Thalia, the unexplained period in his timeline, and the mud on his sweatshirt suggesting that he traveled separately from the group all undermine the reassuring story told in 1995. Yet the novel deliberately stops short of providing definitive proof that he murdered her. That uncertainty matters because the book repeatedly warns against turning suspicion into certainty simply because a theory feels satisfying—the same mistake that helped convict Omar.
Q : Bodie spends much of the novel thinking about the accusations against her ex-husband Jerome while simultaneously reconsidering Denny’s relationship with Thalia. What do these two situations add to the novel’s larger conversation about consent, power, and accountability?
A : Putting the situations side by side prevents the novel from treating every questionable relationship as morally identical. Jerome’s relationship raises legitimate concerns about age, influence, and professional power, while Denny’s relationship with a seventeen-year-old student involves a much clearer violation of responsibility and trust. Bodie has to resist both extremes: automatically defending a man she knows and treating every imbalance of power as exactly the same. The subplot pushes readers to consider harm and accountability with more nuance.
Q : Several women—including Bodie, Beth, Vanessa, and Fran—look back on things they witnessed or failed to understand when they were younger. How fair is it to judge their teenage choices using what they know as adults?
A : The novel seems sympathetic toward their younger selves without completely absolving them. These girls existed in a culture where harassment, inappropriate teacher behavior, abusive relationships, and cruel jokes were often normalized. They lacked both the language and the power they later gained as adults. Their guilt is real, but the book also asks whether responsibility belongs more heavily with the adults and institutions that should have recognized and stopped the behavior in the first place.
Q : Omar’s conviction is not overturned, even after serious problems with the original case come to light. Were you frustrated by this ending, or did the lack of a clean legal victory make the novel more effective?
A : The frustration seems intentional. A conventional mystery might end with the innocent man freed and the real killer arrested, but this novel is interested in what happens when truth and legal justice do not line up neatly. Omar gains public support and the case against him is badly undermined, yet the courts still refuse him the resolution readers want. That forces us to consider whether exposing the truth has value when the system refuses to formally acknowledge it—and whether moral vindication can ever compensate for decades lost in prison.
Q : Thalia’s planners, the mud on Robbie’s sweatshirt, and the equipment shed all become important long after the murder. What do these overlooked pieces of evidence suggest about the difference between something being hidden and people simply failing to look closely enough?
A : Many of the novel’s most important clues were never truly invisible. They were ignored, misunderstood, or dismissed because investigators had already settled on a story about what happened. Thalia’s planners contained a private life adults failed to decode, the mud on Robbie’s sweatshirt sat unnoticed in photographs for decades, and the equipment shed was overlooked during the original investigation. Together, they suggest that finding the truth often depends less on discovering something completely new than on questioning assumptions about evidence that was there all along.
Q : Bodie returns to Granby remembering herself as an awkward, impoverished outsider who tried to make herself physically and socially invisible. By the end of the novel, how much do you think she has actually made peace with the girl she was?
A : Bodie’s return allows her to reconsider her teenage self with more compassion. At Granby, she coped with insecurity by starving herself, staying quiet, and closely observing the wealthier students around her. As an adult, she finally has the authority and vocabulary she lacked then. Investigating Thalia’s death, confronting what Denny did, teaching Britt and Alder, and honoring Carlotta all allow her to move from observer to participant. She may not completely escape her guilt or uncertainty, but she no longer treats her younger self as someone whose silence made her insignificant.
4 / 5 Stars · Linda’s Rating

I loved so much about I Have Some Questions for You. Rebecca Makkai gave me exactly the kind of literary mystery I enjoy: complicated characters, a cold case to pick apart, buried memories slowly resurfacing, and enough clues to keep me constantly reevaluating what I thought I knew. The dark academia setting worked beautifully, and the podcast angle made the investigation even more compelling. Julia Whelan’s fantastic audiobook narration only made it harder to stop listening.

What kept this from being a five-star read for me was the ending. I understand what Makkai was trying to do, and intellectually, I can appreciate the realism of a story where truth, justice, and certainty don’t necessarily arrive together. But emotionally? I wanted more closure. After investing so much in the investigation, I needed a little more payoff than the book was willing to give me.

Still, this was smart, beautifully written, thought-provoking, and incredibly absorbing. I may have finished it frustrated, but I also finished it still thinking about it—and that says a lot.

4 out of 5 stars -- A Haunting Exploration of Memory, Murder, and the Stories We Tell Ourselves

TV Adaptation

Rebecca Makkai’s 2023 bestselling literary mystery I Have Some Questions for You has been optioned for a limited television series. Makkai confirmed the adaptation shortly after the novel’s publication, describing it as being in the early stages with “amazing talent and energy” attached, though she cautioned that an option is only the first step toward an actual production. Rebecca Makkai

Adaptation Status: Optioned / in development
Format: Limited television series
Based on: I Have Some Questions for You by Rebecca Makkai
Book Publisher: Viking
Book Publication: February 21, 2023 Rebecca Makkai
Production Company: Not publicly announced
Network/Streamer: Not announced
Cast: Not announced
Release Date: Not announced

As of October 2026, there does not appear to have been a publicly announced production order, network or streaming home, cast, director, or filming schedule. The project therefore remains in the option/development stage, rather than being a confirmed upcoming series.

The story follows Bodie Kane, a successful film professor and podcaster who returns to the New Hampshire boarding school she attended as a teenager. While teaching a short course, she becomes increasingly preoccupied with the 1995 murder of her former roommate, Thalia Keith, and begins questioning whether Omar Evans, the school athletic trainer convicted of the crime, was actually responsible. The mystery gradually becomes an examination of memory, race, gender, institutional power, true-crime culture, and the stories people construct around victims and suspects. Rebecca Makkai

Makkai has said that her personal dream casting for Bodie Kane would be Lizzy Caplan, noting that Caplan can evoke both the teenage and forty-year-old versions of Bodie. This is not official casting and was simply Makkai’s own choice when asked whom she imagined in the role. Rebecca Makkai

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